Thursday 15 November 2012

SO SOON

Every time I close my eyes I see you in front of me
I still can hear your voice calling out my name
And I remember all the stories you told me
I miss the time you were around (x2)
But I’m so grateful for every moment I spent with you
‘Cause I know life won’t last forever
Chorus:
You went so soon, so soon
You left so soon, so soon
I have to move on ’cause I know it’s been too long
I’ve got to stop the tears, keep my faith and be strong
I’ll try to take it all, even though it’s so hard
I see you in my dreams but when I wake up you are gone
Gone so soon
Night and day, I still feel you are close to me
And I remember you in every prayer that I make
Every single day may you be shaded by His mercy
But life is not the same, and it will never be the same
But I’m so thankful for every memory I shared with you
‘Cause I know this life is not forever
CHORUS
There were days when I had no strength to go on
I felt so weak and I just couldn’t help asking: “Why?”
But I got through all the pain when I truly accepted
That to God we all belong, and to Him we’ll return, ooh

lagu maher zain 'so soon' yg menjadi tema blog ini selalu bermain di fikiran apabila merindui arwah ayah yang telah pergi menemuiNya setahun yang lepas. terlalu cepat masa berlalu...semuanya bagaikan baru berlaku semalam..'setiap yg hidup pasti akan mati'...kata-kata itulah yang selalu ku ingatkn pada diri sendiri..tapi aku tetap manusia biasa yg lemah..yg kadang menangis bila mengenangkan semua kenangan bersama arwah..bukan tidak ikhlas denga pemergiannya tp rasa rindu yg terlalu menebal dlm hati..dan rasa itu cuma hanya akan di fahami oleh mereka yg pernah kehilangan ayah ataupun ibu..
terlalu banyak yang ingin aku tulis mengenai arwah tetapi aku sendiri tdk mampu menulis tanpa mengalirkan airmata :'(..kasih sayang, pengorbanan arwah terlalu banyak dan besar... Ya Allah..sayangi dia sebagaimana dia menyayangiku Ya Allah...semoga Engkau memberikan tempat yg tebaik utknya di sisiMu Ya Allah....Aku sangat rindukan dia Ya Allah.... :'(

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